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Nonbinary Heaven

by Cicatrice

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I said, “I love you on the phone”,
She said, “I love you too”,
“All that I want for you is to be safe
I’m cheering for you to succeed
And I crumble at the sight of you failing
I just need you to know that you are loved.”

But I’ve suffered so many losses
And I’ve lived so many lives
That were not me
Everyone around me leaves
Everyone around is gone
And I’m tired of losing
I’m so tired of being alone
I’ve been sleeping on the floor
And in the beds of so many lovers
Who just need to sense some touch
But are afraid of attaching after

I’ve been searching for that place
Where I can let my hair down
I can fall to the ground
And someone would catch me
Where is the light is so warm
We are humbled by the sight
And sing holy, holy, holy

I think about the people that I’ve left behind
And I try to tell myself I’m headed for a better place
I’m trying not to be my mother’s daughter
I’m trying not to be my father’s son
But every day you speak with my mouth
That’s just all that I know
(That’s just all I know)
And some part inside me longs
To be in that house again
Because I am out here failing to heal
A child covered in bruise

I’ve been searching for that place
Where I can let my hair down
I can fall to the ground
And someone would catch me
And the light is so warm
We are humbled by the sight
And sing holy, holy, holy

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released August 11, 2023

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Cicatrice Portland, Oregon

sludge / industrial solo project from Charlotte, NC.
Currently based in Portland, OR
ATA - Anti Transphobia Action
instagram: @cicatrice.ig

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